It seems as if everyone of my friends has stop writing in their journal, and I seemed to have had trouble keeping up since summmer ended. I ve made a desicion, ill post during holidays, and summer, that way, i dont feel bad about not posting. So here I am, right near thanksgiving saying...HAPPY THANKSGIVING!





so leave one, im out,
Rachael <3

I havent posted in a while, sorry, but ive been so busy with the whole back to school thing. Its soooooo boring!!!!!!!!!!! An soooo stressful! cant wait til its over. Thats in like 9 months though, so its not even the least bit close. So it feels good to have the livejournal going again. Its almost Laurens time to move :'(. Shes moving RIGHT near my birthday, ugh! Weve been going to the mall every sunday, and thats fun. My birthday is in 21 days, yay! My grandma (oma) is coming over from Germany, and my cousins and aunt and uncle are coming up from New Jersey, its gonna be fun! I went to Manhattans for dinner tonight, that was yummy, alhtough my stoooopid cousins were there, they throw bread at you and are abnoxious, and theyre my age!!! i just dont get it. So ive got like 7 parties to go to this month, fun fun fun.For Halloween, Ali (my best friend) is gonna be Marilyn Monroe, and im gonna be Audrey Hepburn haha!! My computer completely died, so Im using my uncles, so I cant use AIM, and IM DYING WITHOUT IT!! haha. So, thats pretty much it, ill try and update as much as I can!!

oh yeah, and visit my myspace contest, layouts, and advice page at
www.myspace.com/stripedleggings

have fun!

Leave one, Im out,
Rachael <3

gr, kind of a bad day yesterday, it started off pretty well, i got this really cool new element sweatshirt, its wicked comfy, but later, the day got worse, it started raining because of that tropical storm ernesto. But then my mom is now convinced I have an eating disorder, and Tyler found out that I really like him a lot again, and I found out he likes this girl he saw ONCE in a line IN FLORIDA and doesnt evern KNOW HER NAME!!! I dont get how he can be soo head over heels for every girl that doesnt like him, isnt his type, and doesnt even really see any of them anyways, or know anything about them. When I'm so completely mad for him, I see him about every day, we have so much in commen, and we know pretty much everything about each other! grr, maddening!!!!!! anyways, I dyed my hair, heres the new color



I'm gonna put that as my default pic. Isnt it awesome?
so yup, thats pretty ,much it for today, oh wait, i told you that id tell you about vermont!!! i gotta do that! Ok, so we drove up there (Chelsey, Bill, Mom, Jacob) and it was pretty fun. Got up there, stayed over night,met with family ofr a cookout the next day, got mad at the most demonic cousins in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! caught up with people, hung around, gave my grandfather his birthday presents (afterall, thats why we were up there, for his birthday!), then took the3 hour drive home. Thats it!! Yes yes, I know, well worth the wait :p.

Leave one, I'm out,
Rachael <3

My Interests:

Air (obviously)
My Friends
Love
Boys
Electronics
Pop Art
Music (NO RAP OR R&B!!)
computers
TV
VH1
painting
collaging
photography
sleeping
talking
hugs!
penguins
the smell of the sidewalk after it rains
storms
riding bikes
Car rides


My Dislikes:

superficial people
sociopathic people
People who hate so many things it makes your head spin
Zack B.!!!
School
Waking up
Peanuts
Meat
Dirty clothes
Dishes
Bad hair Days
Homophobes
Phobias
stupididty
when people mistake me for stupid
when people call me prep! (GRRR!!!)
Backstreet boys
NYSYNC
Justin timberlake
Broken hearts
the guy who killed Jhon Lennon (I refuse to write his name!!!)
Homework
ripped bags
Lines
Messes





So thats it for now, I'll be checking in sometime soon with my stories from my day in Vermont, even though I go there a lot, I still like it haha! Oh yeah, and I got the teacher I wanted this year, and a bunch of my best friends are in my class, or on my team!! yess!!!

Leave one, I'm out,
Rachael

So anyways, as most of you know, my computer had a virus. I fixed it for the most part (which I am extremely proud of), so I can write in here again! It seems that most of my friends have stopped writing in there LJ's. That sucks. I'll fill you in on some of the stuff that you missed.

I went to camp, and reunited with some of my friends, most of them from last summer werent there. I hung out with Tyler for the first bit, then he kind of just, didnt care anymore, so he hung out with other people. He has changed so much, its not good, I know people change, but his is just to much, hes too concerned with what other people think. I liked it better when he didnt care, and he just kind of hung out with you screaming ENGLAND!!!! at the top of his lungs on a sun dial (hilarious!). So anyways, I'm going to Vermont today, and thats gonna be fun, the only bad part is is those letters for school are coming in, and I want them , but I'm not gonna be here to get them! Damn! Next entry I'm gonna do an about me, so keep checking back, cause' now the entries will be pouring in, the return of the most awesome live journal!

Leave one, I'm out,
Rachael!!!!!!!!!!!

this will be the last time i will be online for a VERY long time. This includes Myspace, Aim, Live journal, Blogger, and comcast. my computer has virus, and is shutting down, most likely for a few months, maybe only a few weeks, but a long time no matter what. spread the word to anyone else that knows me please. Dont click anything from aim with a link. thats the cause of this. I'm trying to get the word out to everyone before my computer starts spazzing out beyond control. leave some for when i get back please. sorry for the inconveinence. Kind of sucks that im leaving with my page looking how i do not ant it to. I'll be posting when im back

sadly, for a long time,
leave one, im out...
rachael:'(

Hey, I really dont have that much to say. Yesyerday I went to Thayer strett (the best place ever!!). I bought a shirt from Urban Outfitters, and got some Vans flip-flops, and a starbucks coffeee. So much fun. I'm talking to Tyler, and Lauren is going shopping. I wasa gonna go with her, but now I'm broke!! So frustrating! Im so bored!!!

Leave one, I'm out,
Rachel <3

Sorry I havent posted in a little bit. I was at camp. Its really fun! Its supposed to be over 100 degrees tomorrow, so thats not good at all. Ive been haging out with these gross girls. They can be nice, but WICKED WICKED WICKED perverted. Now I'm hanging out with Courtney, and Tyler, and EJ hangs out with Tyler, so I suppose him too, and Matt (no, not the awesomely great matt, a different one). We went swimming today. It was fun. I feel not punk at all. Its driving me mad!! I need to be punk, I feel like I'm in diguise or something. I found out that one of my best frineds is moving to Pennsylvania really soon (few weeks). I'm UberSad. Its kind of good,. because we fight a lot, but not really because, she can be nice, and weve had A ALOT of fun times together (Aligator with human body!! ahh!). I was swimming with Becca (a CIT friend) ,and today we discovered that whores can jump, and swim!! who knew! I'm talking about this girl at camp thats wicked mean. She thinks shes all that. Haha, she thought my friend Tyler was checking her out. Funny stuff. Anyways, I'm off. Bye!

Leave one, Im out,
Rachael <3

I wish I could write a letter to this guy, I know him, but I wont say his name, because all of you know him, and I'm sure of you would most likely paste this to him. I'm going to write an anonymous letter that WONT leave this live journal, and NONE of you can paste. This is gonna sound dumb, but I'm relying on the honestly system here. Here goes, this is gonna rip everything out (I really usually dont do stuff like this!)

Dear you,
You know me, I know you. We once were inseperable. Thats what we had established. You said you loved me, and in the moment, I said it back. then you took it back the next day. That was the worst thing (at that time) that had happened to US so far. I remember the walks we had, just talking for about an hour or so, about just things, and how I could get so lost so easily just listening to you talk, and hearing about you. I miss the times when you liked me, and not her. When you didnt talk about her day and night, and break my heart. I miss it so much. I remember when we started going out. I swear, that mustve been the best day of my life. I loved you. I still do. you dont care though. you like her. One of my best friends, and you broke up with me for her. You said you didnt want to go out because you liked someone else. You didnt even ask her out once. You arent even going out! How could you break my heart for something that hasnt even happened yet, it s been two months, and it seems like everything since then has paused. Like I'm stuck on that last moment before you decided to leave me. Before you called my name, and sighed and asked if I thought "this relationship was going good?" Before you said that you wanted to be just friends because you like someone else. Its like I feel insane, so out of it I cant even get a grip. I'm completely lost without you, I miss being with you, and having someone to talk to when I needed too. I miss having you there to just talk. I loved hanging out with you, and now its like you could care less, and only want to talk to her, or someone else. I think we're fading farther apart, and I REALLY miss feeling so close to you, that we were one. i think now that time we spent is in the past, and thats okay, because the time was great. I just want you to know how I felt. Maybe sometime in the future we will be close again. I hope, if not thats okay. i will cherish the time we did have. I do wonder though if you feel the same.

Sincerly,
Me


Woe, that hurt. Please, anyome reading this, dont think different of me. Thats who I am. Please dont tell him if you know who I'm talking about. And if its him that reading this, yeah, I know, its kind of weird. OK, thats it.

Leave one, I'm out,
Rachael <3